Datang dan Pergi

Minggu ni aku jumpa Sharon n Jamie, ex-classmate aku. Masa tu aku nak g makan kat arked, buka puasa dengan Cepul. Tengok meja diorang ramai sangat jadi niat aku nak tegur diorang dibatalkan. Kalau yang ramai-ramai lepak dekat meja tu semua aku kenal ak xrasa segan nak tegur. Lagipun Jamie n Sharon xperasan aku ada kat situ, xpela kot.. So, aku duduk meja dalam sekali dengan Gonjol n Intan. Jamie nak pergi bayar aku baru tegur, "Akmal!,hahaha.." tetiba jer Jamie kata aku sombong. Aiyo.. masuk Jamie tak tahulah dah berapa ramai orang yang kata aku sombong. Apa yang aku dah buat ha..? Mana ada aku sombong dengan diorang. Tapi Jamie n Sharon kira okay lagi, tegur cam biasa,cam dulu dari 2 orang hamba Allah yang aku kenal dulu. Selisih ngn diorang haritu terus kata aku sombong, padahal aku baru nak tegur. Budak sorang ni lantaklah dia nak cakap aku sombong ke apa, sebab perangai dia memang dari dulu menyakitkan hati aku. Aku tegur pun still kata aku sombong. Xtaula aku nak buat apa lagi. Tapi yang sorang lagi ni.. rasa cam terkilan lah juga. Dulu baik jer,nak gurau memang xde hal.  Hoo~ pagi semalam masa aku sarapan dengan ako aku nampak dia naik bas. Aku senyum niat nak tegur, tapi muka dia keras semacam je. Bila dia tengok Ako baru dia senyum. Sekali lagi " aku ada buat salah apa-apa ke....?" Hooo~ aku dah buat apa yang aku rasa aku patut buat. Stail aku kalau jumpa orang aku tengok dulu kalau dia dia perasan aku ke tak kalau xperasan xpelah xde orang nak amik aty kata xtegur ke apa.. Aku susah nak tegur member kalau dia lepak dengan orang yang aku xbiasa tegur atau xkenal. Tegur "hye" "hello" bole lagilah, tapi kalau nak ikut lepak sekali memang liat. Malas nak fikir benda yang xberapa penting. Kalau diorang terus nak wat masam muka dengan aku aku xkan masam muka or manis muka. Apa lagi yang boleh ak buat selain  buat xtahu.. Ada benarnya pepatah ni "people come and people go"  Cis, kenapa ada juga rasa terkilan ar? Dulu kawan sekarang dah nak jadi cam musuh, xpernah kenal pun. Benci gila feeling camni.. Sepatutnya aku xperlu kisah semua ni. Mungkin pepatah ni pun ad betul,when people love others they will become weaker..

Utilizer

Im doing the draft for my forum and it would be tomorrow. I've got bulk of points but I failed to properly elaborate them, EMPTY mind. Sigh~ Im not mentally comfortable for forum right now. I mean, im not mentally prepared. Yeah, this is one of my weakness that i've never been able to overcome. Its depends on my mood. If im in good mood, there will be no such trouble for me to talk, elaborate properly and confidently. Its indirectly as same as gravity, all it needs is just a little push. So right now,blogging is the answer, i guess.=p Hermm..peace, silent and calm. Ako is sitting beside me doing the same task as mine meanwhile, the toaster boy aka Cepul is laying down on my mattress..ZZzZzzZzz sleeping. Nice pose man..;D Thought pathetically i will sleep on the floor eh?haha. No.. i dont mind at all actually. Cepul is a good boy for me..bhahaha.. nevermind. Also right now, listening to Arctic Monkeys-Crying Lightning, hahaha.. lagu orang mabuk.  Okay, stop this   mumbling. Continue on task!

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Mask

Maskman? the mask? No. Its just me. Once, i always thought of myself. " A guy who love to help people whether he'll be rewarded or not, its not the matter. H -E  -L -P, the desire was born  due to what he had past through before, but nobody came for. Struggle to death only for one reason, the true meaning of FRIEND.He hate to see others feel the same as what he felt. He aim for others smile,happiness.. friend? Thats the reason for him  to help people especially his friends. Tch~ so pathetic. But now ive realised, im not the person  i thought. Its worthless when you help others then they said something terrible about you.Im not that kind, not anymore. Its just a mask of Ahmad Fakhri Fauzi. Im sick of it. There are only one guy i called him a GOOD FRIEND, here in UiTM. The person whether im in the HELL or HEAVEN.