Face On

Enough time for rest

I am all fire up

Put on the shield


Roll on the wheel

Im going to the battlefield

bhahaahaha

Again.

                                                                                      p/s: Esok start kerja dan aku rasa malas.

Lucifer The Deliora

 Okay todays early in the morning entry is serious and I'm not intend to joke about. I don't know what's the point but uhh.. let me begin the story. First of all, it is just not like me to wake up early in the morning like today. Still, I am sleepy. Last night, as usual i watched movies, listened to mp3 and nap at 4 or 5 in the late morning. Of course everyday i mean before, i woke up in the afternoon about 12pm or the latest time i woke usually 3pm. Last night, I don't have an idea how the hell i could think about evil, bad spirit. I whispered in my heart, "Hey evil spirit come and get me, i will never intimidate by you, i don't afraid of you at all, not one bit!!". Yeah, i just whispered it that time. Before that, I felt that something behind me, usually I just ignored the feeling..see? It just my feeling. But when i felt shaky and kinda bristle all of sudden I got to tell ya, hey this is really something. Thats the reason why i whispered like that. The consequences is, which is the main point that I'm trying to highlights i had delirious, bad dream. I had it three times. It was when i was about to sleep. I couldn't sleep well where when I fell asleep I had that dream. My head felt dizzy and ache. Now I confirm it was the evil, maybe because I challenged it/him last night. Okay, I was little scared, yeah I couldn't sleep. It was eerie feelings i swear. I dreamnt of a pair of black arms that crawling behind me. I was sleeping in that dream thats make it more eerie. Sharp nails, scaly skins and the arms crawled to my chest. I was like he was searching for my heart. When it reached my heart, the arms tighten its hold and thats made me breathless. It happened for three times, all the same dream and i can remember the details of this nightmare. The third time, I couldn't hold my patience anymore, its been twice I had it. I've become angry and got little brave, yeah..how can i sleep if it keeps like this??. This third I wont make it be the same. Meantime i thought of that, i knew this is a dream. I turned back and i tried to catched the arms. I managed to grab it but it slipped off. When I woke up and open my eyes, my arms was grabbing nothing and I was half standing on the bed, weird... It was 4.45 am. This is what people said evil's encroachment. Ive read once about evils harassment in dream. If you dreamnt of something eerie like there was a black snake chasing you, dream of losing of your beloved person such as your parents died. Thats mean evil is playing with your mind. I read 3kul and Ayat Qursi and then sleep. The dream stopped. Okay, wanna continue sleeping.


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Imbalance

 Wow, time is going very fast even I can still detailly remember the first day I came to UiTM Sekilau on the registration's day. One and half year passed, and now the foundation is over. Well, I hate to memorizes the past, even it was sweet and happy memories. However, that doesn't meant I never look back at all. For certain reason, we should look at the past so we will able to measure how far we have changed, worst or bad, good or better, in other meaning to be a better person for the upcoming days. Let the past become the history. I admit it, it is fucking boring to be at home. There's not much I can do. But today I filled up my leisure time by jogging, alone..haha. It was not bad okay, jog around the village, emm..about 3 kilometres maybe. Say Hi to everybody and everyone I met along the way. Sometimes when I think back, it just not like me. I still wonder what Im going to do during this holiday. There's no way I will fill up my time by jogging everyday. Last month, my mom asked me to take the driving license's test, but I feel that uhh.. I don't really need a driving license right now. Well, it is only an excuse..actually I dislike to be at the driving school. I hate waiting for my turn, plus I know and able to drive any type of car. I even drove a lorry once. The gearbox was a bit different like cars. But the concept was just the same. Indirectly, I already have the driving license, illegal license,HAHA. The only problem for a person like me is the police, JPJ and the insurance. Yeah it would be dangerous and risky to drive without license. I am well aware of that. I will take the the test but maybe now is not the time. Theres something I wanna to do first. I want to work, find a job. I wanna get my own pocket money so that I don't need to ask from her then. I can buy anything I want. Freedom to buy. Hooo~


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