top of stress

assignments,tests,money,friends,final exam...they are all combine!! lot of assignments must be submit and at the same time need to focusing on test..also tension of my friends..gossippinng me with my own classmate..hey,enough please..i dont like it..it make me feel uncomfortable to speak to the girls..afraid of gossip of course,yeah..it just a small matter,jokes..but for me..jgn ar melampau..smpy diorg igt ak ske btul2..emmm..my budget was running off from what i had planned..only 10 left in my wallet.20 dollars for bus ticket..hoho..topup.. tension lol...juz now i did my speakinng test..totally it was bad on the beginning..i didnt know what to say...plus i got the hardest point..such a hard try,but i force my brain to opt out the idea..i only got 3points..ways to deal stress..-listen to music?hhaaaHH?how?thats the question when i my main point..hmmm maybe average..i used all of i got today..i dun wanna get my friend upset with me..so i try to be relax..alhamdulillah..even not good enough as emet's grup.but we managed to make madam laughing at least..thats a good sign..hoooo~ today is the worst day this week..i slept for only two hours..last night after mdm shat class we were suppose to back at 1030 pm..but bcoz of dr.J...ugghh~1232 a.m we arrived at pdg llg..i prepared nothing 4 mtc039  tomorrow...i cant sleep..so from 2am till 630 am..i stdied phsycho..cam org gler..mte da bengkak arini,,pedih jew..sket kpale..daaa...nk qada tido lh..ntah ap2 ak taip ni...

all in one

since uhhh.. 2weeks ago i didnt update my blog..huhu.i hav no much time..on9,click on the student portal,on9 fb 15 minutes only..boring ouh...furthermore,i dont have such interest to update this blg..no mood lol..plus maybe nothing much amazing story this time.last evening i met ain.."fakri nape xupdate blog?" huhu..sory ain..lame xdga cter ko..da byk yg jd upenyer..bkn mls sbnrnyer,tp on9 skjp jer..xde mse nk blogging.uhhhh..i proceed to my topic juz now i mentioned,(eh cam forum jek,haha)erm...so how about i intergrate my 2weeks xperience eh?hoho..not intersting story actually..tgn ni jer rse gatal nk menaip.emm,last friday about 50 sumthing student of uitm went to utp n upsi..we vsited their library..me,merc,noh,ako,kimi,fir..n many more..with only rm30,i managed to survive in perak..gagaga..im already plannned this,not going back home for this chines new year..isi mse lapang yg slalu lapang ni...lets visit perak!hemm...i enjoy this trip,n i admit it.b4,my  real intention -rm30...huahua..save budget 4 2days..dun mind at ll about the trip.but after we arrived at utp n entered their library...WHHHoooaAAAa~~not the size,but the books there...if theres a word instead of amazing,it may suit well what im trying to highlights...source of knowledges...here it is..also upsi's library..i wish i can spend entire of my life here,reading all of the books..improve my knowledges..'cause all of the books there attracts me...my favourite titkes,all there!whereas i couldnt find them in uitm pdg llg even uitm sekilau's library!!also,this week i felt happy all day..no stress at all...until ive chat with ijan..she told me that she still cant forget her bf..i dont know what to say..sumtimes,i wondered..why girls always feel hard for them to ignore those feelings..epy with her ex,ain with ammar,(sori ain,lgpun ko jew yg bce kn..hehe),ijan with her ex too..hemm..i also once love sumone so much...err,,exmples,yes once i love dyh...about 7month i took time to slowly vanish her (even not completley vanished).then,epy..also i love her once as i love dyh..somehow we realise theres no chemistry between us..so,friend is the best soluion.for some period,i felt  lonely..i put in my head,i hav friends,family..they were enough for me,companies..n now,im still mr.lonely=p but i never feel alone..myb cause im used this way..i made lot of girlfrens,eh not special k..classmates..i felt comfortable this way, be friends with evryone..no such feeling..i love u, u love me..yup!pehh da pjg..cini ckup..dush!!noktah

makkk~~~=(

uuuu~~da lame xmkn kuih sume ni..kat kuantan ni xde..lau ad  pn,xsme cam yg mak buat..penganan,puding gula hangus,nekbab,tepung pelita.onde-onde,bubur pulut hitam, n kuih sagu...uuuummmm~T_T