Redundant

Hello darkness my old friend. I come to talk with you again. This might be the last time I meet ya. Uhm, it has been a long time since the last moment we met. Maybe redundant is too much worse for this entry's title. Goddammit ! I'm bluffing! Ehm, I am able to deal with my life on my own, don't worry I am not alone.. I have Allah. You know what, since I live in Malacca He taught me so much about human, life and fate. I know what is mean by believing in Allah. So there's no need for me to burden you and listen to my bleeding boring story anymore. I wanna be independent . Being dependending on you just make me even weaker. But I will never forget what have you taught me once. I'll keep you alive because when time comes I'll make a visit and say hye. Farewell bloggie :)

Pounded Heart

It says to me,


"her way is too much beautiful and pretty for a simple-looking guy like you, you are nothing special to her, not even for a title"


Love alone isn't enough, get your head around that.

Thank You

 PPKP I don't even remember whats it mean,haha all I know it just one of UiTM's Kemahiran Insaniah program. Earlier I don't give a damn about it, NOT ONE BIT since I got lot of assignments to be done, all must be submitted before this mid-sem holiday. But after I read on the notice board says "student whom do absent for this program will be barred from taking their transcript thus will not be allowed to graduate for degree" What the heck? This is kinda shitty threat ! huh. What to say, I vowed to be a good and nice student before(ceh,haha) so whether I like it or not I must be sincere to join the club,ABIDE THE RULES. Hmm, not as what as I've thought... hey this program taught me a lot and I appreciate what they gave to me today. Our group's coordinator I call him En.Nadzri, I respect him. He told us his past history, how he drive himself to be like today. Encouraging. Also he said something valuable about our course. Theres a lot of science admin course  available in universities which contributes to our biggest competition to get job. At the beginning, yep it weakened me. But I am well aware that theres nothing easy to be called LIFE. If life is so easy, whats the meaning of our living? EMPTY. I don't know if somebody read this they would understand what Im trying to pop out. I just don't get an idea how to elaborate my understanding literally. Emm, by the way I had a bit fun today and I smiled a lot during the break ice session. At least for 4hours, I managed to forget all those kinda tension stuffs, miserable assignments, and bla,bla,bla. I just finished 50% of Mr.Hayyun paper work just now hehe. I skipped just because I don't have enough sources to be described and elaborated, I need to find more at the library tomorrow. I did it with no interruption, intrusion, nuisance outside and the inside. Thats good enough for 50%, tranquility. Uhm, too many to be typed here for today's lesson. So as a conclusion of what I have comprehend, God have decided for our destiny, but we are given choices to carve our journey. NO, this time I am not bluffing. There's a time I will put my bluff's mask off.