top of stress

assignments,tests,money,friends,final exam...they are all combine!! lot of assignments must be submit and at the same time need to focusing on test..also tension of my friends..gossippinng me with my own classmate..hey,enough please..i dont like it..it make me feel uncomfortable to speak to the girls..afraid of gossip of course,yeah..it just a small matter,jokes..but for me..jgn ar melampau..smpy diorg igt ak ske btul2..emmm..my budget was running off from what i had planned..only 10 left in my wallet.20 dollars for bus ticket..hoho..topup.. tension lol...juz now i did my speakinng test..totally it was bad on the beginning..i didnt know what to say...plus i got the hardest point..such a hard try,but i force my brain to opt out the idea..i only got 3points..ways to deal stress..-listen to music?hhaaaHH?how?thats the question when i my main point..hmmm maybe average..i used all of i got today..i dun wanna get my friend upset with me..so i try to be relax..alhamdulillah..even not good enough as emet's grup.but we managed to make madam laughing at least..thats a good sign..hoooo~ today is the worst day this week..i slept for only two hours..last night after mdm shat class we were suppose to back at 1030 pm..but bcoz of dr.J...ugghh~1232 a.m we arrived at pdg llg..i prepared nothing 4 mtc039  tomorrow...i cant sleep..so from 2am till 630 am..i stdied phsycho..cam org gler..mte da bengkak arini,,pedih jew..sket kpale..daaa...nk qada tido lh..ntah ap2 ak taip ni...

all in one

since uhhh.. 2weeks ago i didnt update my blog..huhu.i hav no much time..on9,click on the student portal,on9 fb 15 minutes only..boring ouh...furthermore,i dont have such interest to update this blg..no mood lol..plus maybe nothing much amazing story this time.last evening i met ain.."fakri nape xupdate blog?" huhu..sory ain..lame xdga cter ko..da byk yg jd upenyer..bkn mls sbnrnyer,tp on9 skjp jer..xde mse nk blogging.uhhhh..i proceed to my topic juz now i mentioned,(eh cam forum jek,haha)erm...so how about i intergrate my 2weeks xperience eh?hoho..not intersting story actually..tgn ni jer rse gatal nk menaip.emm,last friday about 50 sumthing student of uitm went to utp n upsi..we vsited their library..me,merc,noh,ako,kimi,fir..n many more..with only rm30,i managed to survive in perak..gagaga..im already plannned this,not going back home for this chines new year..isi mse lapang yg slalu lapang ni...lets visit perak!hemm...i enjoy this trip,n i admit it.b4,my  real intention -rm30...huahua..save budget 4 2days..dun mind at ll about the trip.but after we arrived at utp n entered their library...WHHHoooaAAAa~~not the size,but the books there...if theres a word instead of amazing,it may suit well what im trying to highlights...source of knowledges...here it is..also upsi's library..i wish i can spend entire of my life here,reading all of the books..improve my knowledges..'cause all of the books there attracts me...my favourite titkes,all there!whereas i couldnt find them in uitm pdg llg even uitm sekilau's library!!also,this week i felt happy all day..no stress at all...until ive chat with ijan..she told me that she still cant forget her bf..i dont know what to say..sumtimes,i wondered..why girls always feel hard for them to ignore those feelings..epy with her ex,ain with ammar,(sori ain,lgpun ko jew yg bce kn..hehe),ijan with her ex too..hemm..i also once love sumone so much...err,,exmples,yes once i love dyh...about 7month i took time to slowly vanish her (even not completley vanished).then,epy..also i love her once as i love dyh..somehow we realise theres no chemistry between us..so,friend is the best soluion.for some period,i felt  lonely..i put in my head,i hav friends,family..they were enough for me,companies..n now,im still mr.lonely=p but i never feel alone..myb cause im used this way..i made lot of girlfrens,eh not special k..classmates..i felt comfortable this way, be friends with evryone..no such feeling..i love u, u love me..yup!pehh da pjg..cini ckup..dush!!noktah

makkk~~~=(

uuuu~~da lame xmkn kuih sume ni..kat kuantan ni xde..lau ad  pn,xsme cam yg mak buat..penganan,puding gula hangus,nekbab,tepung pelita.onde-onde,bubur pulut hitam, n kuih sagu...uuuummmm~T_T

waargghhhhh!!!!!

all 'cause of cv...my muscles in pain,my skin had burn around my neck...ouch!!adooiihhh~!! that's the sound after i had bath yesterday..gagagaga...yesterday i ashamed myself,before the tarik tali competition i noticed my leg was not okay,almost cramp after the rugby match with group EF..but i felt very excited to join them,seems like fun!so i forced myself tom pull the string! hell yeahh!i'm strong man there's nothing to worry~(whisper)  however during the competition,my leg feel the pain..my muscles pulled over suddenly..arrggghh!!sakit!bomkebabom..cam cempedak busuk jatuh,i fall down in front of the girls..malu sial~ fortunately not evryone there notice about that.they were busy watching the match..hehehe..but ras,zahirah n nabila saw me..hohoho...dhla td ckp besar kt diorg.."kteorg bley mng pnyer..."tam33!!!pdn mke ko..bertingkat tingkat malu....UUUuuuu~~ i want o get out immediately..i try to stand,again my leg muscles pulled on its own..debushh!jatuh lg..no other options left..terpaksela..xkn nk duk tgh2 org rmai mngerang sakit camtu,xnk bg geng2 yg lain pth smangat tgk menber jatuh..ak tgk merc cm teragak3 nk trik kew x ble tgk ak tgh sakit camtu..cpat2 mengengsot keluar gelanggang..tp hepy jgk.ad org amek berat sal ak upenyer,huhu....=p

nk air?nk amek ubat x?waaaa~beshnyer ad org care camtu...=)

giggles

hehehe...i learned sumthing new  today..but i don't think i should put it in this blog.hahaha
'cause for some persons it may be too porny hahaha.juz wat to release this feelings..hhahahahahahahaahaha=p
it's fact actually.plus, from what i have had past before, they were linked! may said this fact is possibly right!
wonder if i apply it on someone n see what his/her reaction..kihkihkih..walla~ secret reveals...searching for target..=D

obbachan..

tuesday,8.35 a.m,9 march 1991 the day where a boy was born.his mom said on the first sight at him when he was born she felt very sad and wanna cry..'cause the baby she has delivered was not good looking n erm..ugly could be the suitable word to describe this boy i guess... huge differences compared to his older brother whom is cute n handsome myb..her siblings n relatives always praised of his handsome boy, yeah..which mom will dislike n unhappy when sumbody said something that was good to be hear about her child..also said, she was hard to believe that the boy is her baby..why there are too large differences between them? but it does'nt mean that she hate him,whereas the boy is still her son after all,her own blood..she loves him too of course.somehow she paid attention mostly to her first child. always stand his back whenever he was wrong or right. nevertheless, the boy never felt lack of attention n love. he has obbachan, the person who was always taught him never feel unfairness of her mother's attention.."it does'nt matter, you always got obbachan.."she said,never gonna be alone.whom taught him alif ba ta, recite Al-Quran, performs prayers, n the most interesting..how to make caterpillar from the coconut's leaf..huhu,during that time,there's no chances to get toys such as plastic lorry,superman or other else.hehehe, the funny things, obbachan did'nt know how to cooks,hahaha..except one.."nasi minyak" that's obbachan's specialities.urmmm~  he can still smells....the delicating smells n umm33~delicious...! her nasi minyak is different like everyone else in his family even his mom can't compete her own mother's cooking.his dad likes so much obbachan's nasi minyak. what's the secret?untill now he don't know..hmm.. probably he never care the secrets, not his job to cook either,hahah   ''mat yie...!! it's not like that,you will damages the paddy roots.hold it like this n watch out for the leeches".  it was when he was five years old. followed her to the paddy fields..learned how to erm...trenganu said "cedong" hahaha...learned how to planting paddy actually,huahua.most of his childhood, he grew up with his obbachan..his aunts n uncles.time is going by,so much faster than he thought..he was grew up to teenagers now..felt it's like juz yesterday he was child. last few days, he had a dream,about his obbachan..don't mind what are the contents of the dream.but the dream have realised him..how long he did'nt visit his obbachan..since the last sem holiday..malay people said,bagai kacang lupekn kulit..he wonder his attitude,could be like that..he started to regret not to spend the time with her,plus he juz know she  was unwell since the last 3weeks..the innocence almost makes him wanna cry..these urges makes him wanna to meets her...huhu..however it is still not too late..this cny holiday he wish to spend his time with his obbachan like always when he was child...

reminds me of my childhood..Uuu~~obbachan..miss u

Never Gonna Be Alone – Nickelback

Time is going by

So much faster than I

And I’ve started to regret not spending all of here with you

Now I’m

Wondering why

I’ve kept this bottled inside

So I’ve started to regret not telling all of it to you

So if I haven’t yet

I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone

From this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go

I won’t let you fall

You’re never gonna be alone

I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

And now

As long as I can

I’m holding on with both hands

Cuz forever I believe that there’s nothing I could need but you

So if I haven’t yet

I’ve gotta let you know

You’re never gonna be alone

From this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go

I won’t let you fall

When all hope is gone

I know that you can carry on

We’re gonna take the world along

I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

You gotta live every single day

Like it’s the only one

What if tomorrow never comes

Don’t let it slip away

Could be our only one

You know its only just begun

Every single day

May be our only one

What if tomorrow never comes

Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by

So much faster than I

And I’ve started to regret not telling all of this to you

Your never gonna be alone

From this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go

I won’t let you fall

When all hope is gone

I know that you can carry on

Were gonna take the world along

I’ll hold you until the hurt is gone

I’m gonna be there all the way

I won’t be missing one more day

I’m gonna be there all the way

I won’t be missing one more day

dark moon's bright,that's what i mean beautiful

we hav fun in the middle of morning,hahaha.. i don't think everyone will understands..but who cares,its ours not them.this is how we enjoyed.i hate funfairs,i hate malls,i hate the place whereas there are many  people tight around..such congested n annoyed.i'll never go to such place if i have nothing very,very important matter to do.mostly funfairs,argghhh...!I HATE THE MOST..playground 4 kiddos for me..lousy n loud,makes my head like gonna blow...Cold,silence but funky n peace,this is it.at least i've learn sumthing.A'aa..a lots actually.

majuk kew?

nape ko wat hal mlm ni ha..?

ap yg ak da wat kat ko..

ak ad wat slh kew?aiyooo~

mmg la da lme xcre  ko..

tp bkn sengaje kn,

xkn da majuk kot..olorr..

kuci33 miaw33..

hishhh....~

bodoh ar blog ni..!

ak nk upload gamba ni..asal xley plak..

bru 2ari xupdate da ngajuk..

ske aty lar eahh....=p

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