my 1st bestfriend 2

his name is Rosmadi bin Ali..fear of nothing...also,he is smaller than me..and once i cant stand to laugh when i flashback my time with him..we talk about the girls that we like..1st person fadhli followed by habib,him and lastly me.fadhli said he has no one he like at all..haaaa~?no pretended like theres nothing happen..a company to be beaten up that night..haha...ummm..and the best part,during weekend..students were suppose not to go home,but we fly together to the bus station..when we return back to the school..punishment,jalan itek from the guard post to the dorm...it was about 3km..hahha..of course sumbody told the wrden about us..sape lg klau x malik.. hmmm he alaways gave me good advice..wat baik bia kne pd tempat..wat jahat jgn byk kali..hehe..then when we were in form 2,2005 i switched to smk sultan sulaiman..my parent cant stant a sight when i became thinner..besela duk asrama..he was very upset..but theres nothing i could do..since that time we lost in contact..when i was in form3..i got a bad news..i met my friends of that skool,Akman..he told me madi was gone..he died of asthma..1st impression, i couldnt believed it..i never knew he has asthma..he never told me..again, i cried..whats the type of friend i am...?my bestfriend...n i know nothing about him...hope Allah wil bless u..time was gone too far..im so grateful cause i met Adib,Matkem,Piah,..bestfriend like MAdi...he always help me to help me,advice..like a guidance..i hav new problem now..i couldnt find a solution..u know,its remind me of u..if u r still alive,what will u say to me..?silly..hhoo~it makes me wanna cry...i dun wan t to..ok,stop here....

my 1st bestriend

once,i dont know what is mean by bestfriend,cause when i was in primary skool,i havent any of em..they are all suck.theres a reason why i said like that..so simple,frankly i hate my primary skool time..!when i remember the memories when i was in primary skool,...geez!it makes me angry,i wanna punch hardly on all of their faces that once i call friends..bullshitt!! urgghh,stop right here bout them..refresh~urm,4years ago,before i entered smk sultan sulaiman,i was a student of kolej islam sains terengganu at kuala berang or now if i was not wrong its name switch to imtiaz kuala berang..kolej islam..?islam is just a name..the truth is tihs scholl is like a hell for me. ohh,i was one of the second intake students..plus,i was late for the registration.the problem occured when the dorm for form1 was already full..so whether i like or not,the warden put me and 5other student in the form2 student's dorm..huh..the situations could be same like put the goats together with the tigers in a cage! bullies...i am too naive during that time..yeaahh..easy to be bully..cheat..due to form1's dorm n form2's dorm is far away..our relation were not too warm..also,the 5other student that were same dorm with me switched to another school..until only 2more left..habib n fadhli..but both of them were unsocial n hard to talk..KAYU..weirdos..sumtimes i said to myself,what wrong with em??never talk to people i guess..they live in their own world..dun care of their surrounding..heemm,in dorm this dorm,we were like the servants for the form2 students..i still remember the bullies gang,Badrul aka the big bos..fat,ugly, wore spectacle,cruel also..the babiest person ive ever known..ive ever saw he kicked my classmate's stomach in the washroom..i dunno whats the reason..yup..its frightened me..i couldnt do nothing..i just looked n pass by..im really hope i can do sumthing,but deep inside..i was very scared..the 2nd Malik..he jus small boy!..but he has a bigmouth..the mastermind..batu api in their gang..Mat Pek,kaki pau..Jiman..kaki pkul..but i respect him cause he will not beat sum1 if they did nothing wrong with him..1week after that,ermm after the orientation..a new student came to this skool..haha he was funny..juz dashed forward into the dorm with his bags..alone..his parent were not come along with him..hhooo..if i was him,i will not do like that..at the same time i noticed sumthing,malik just looked at him..unsatisfied sight toward him..oh,his name is Rosmadi Ali,,hahahaha...TO BE CONTINUED..too long

start on job

whohoahhaoahhaaooa...juz arrived from the worst journey ive ever xprience..!!wasting money,time...energy..blaa333...nothing much i get in ns...i hate city...traffic,emmm easy to say,i couldnt find what im searching for..myb cause theres nobody i know in ns..or im alone!!!bored..such a stupid explorer...gggaaahh~regret?yessssss!!,arghhhh~heh,nevermind..jgn dingatkn cter bodoh..emm,,this sunday i will start working with abg najib..mls sbnrnyer nk kije..sbb lau nk ikutkn bek duk uma tlg mak n abah bersih kebun ari2..kua peluh..lg sehat..durian da stat bunge...lam blkn5 jd buah..wuuhuuwww~!!tp da org mtk tlg...xpela,alang2 dpt jgk gaji..hehehe..ley kmpul duit,emm for future p[lak..dh3 beli brg impian..enough then..huhu,plus i must realise ma family's finance now..not stable..i must live on my own for money...huh..but it wont get me down to always smile..my family is happy either,thats enough..everybody is fine..so,smile then;))

the words

the words coming forth..

the words going out..

the words that are living on inside of me..

the times that seems stand still, changes into courage..

now i'll take the 1st step,so i'll become stronger than i was before..

now stop hesitating! i believe in the word from that time..

i swear ill grab it someday..

i swear ill passes those test..

the weakness courage for strength

cause life is not for a long period..

while death face just once..
fearless

who r we now

where r we?who r we? now...yeah people changed as they'r aging..if they changed better i dont mind,it doesnt matter but its good for them also 4 me.but how if they changed worse,even worse than the last we know 'em? like i never even know them..foreign..where all the person i called bestbestfriend go?where r u?dont they remember..where r the 10brothers,never separate wherever we go..one heart laid on our soul long b4 we joined the clan..im really upset..now only adib,matkem,aki,piah,faiz,kerol left...the rest?i dont know..amad was changed worstly..hard headed guy..over 4th times we advice him..useless..i dnno hows idham,areh..but aiman has change even worse than amad..i still remember an advice but i dun recall whose from..he said there r 3things that will make a clan could be in chaos..1st,status..2nd,money..n 3rd,women..now i see the 1st cause r casting on us..im still trying to pop out the solutions...its hard,its about evrybody..though i wait for other allies to return home n gather..hope..complicated..yup,i don think i hav the strenght to face them..i ve nothing..there r less i know about the clan
now..since i entered uitm..i dun hav time to cncentrate on the clan n stdy at the same time.,when i returned to tgnu..im shocked..there r many things happened..n i even dunno nothing at all..of course ill be the one who will down 1st.hmm..juz hope on kidik,but i will help him as well..st3..what is our actual destined for..our aim to be in this clan..?its foggy

how r u bloggiee??

heyyyy~long time no see ma bloggie ggoogiee!!!;DD miss me?me too lol..hahaha..whoaaa..to busy to update u lorh..final exam..assignments..problems too..huhu.now im home..yeah..happy!everybody here were happy to see me.weyhh!!dok knal dh kew tgnu??haha...thats the first word when i met my friends n my aunts..hahaha..no wonder cause it have been uhh..almost 3month i didnt see them..some of them said ive become thinner than before..huh??hahahahaha~just laugh..hemm..but a little bored here actuallyy..indeed my best2friends are not here..juz me n adib here..even he is still at instep.this friday he will have his holiday..each week he will back home..bob n kerol at uitm melaka.idham,apik,faiz,fadhil,hawa at uitm dungun..aki still at matrik n.s,areh didnt return home yet from matrik penang..matkem at kL..huuuaaaaa....why only me??alone lol.so boring...i have nothing to do...huhu...ermmm stop now..lets read manga...hehehe.. as usual i am,mangamaniac!!! here i come!;p