Lagenda Budak Jahat

    "Meow..meow..meow~" 2 ekor kucing, ibu ngn anak dia sekor duk m"meow(eh,betul ke camni?) kat bawah meja kedai sebelah. Time tu aku tengah amek order customer. "Ishk, mengada ar kucing ning, shuhh33!!" customer tu jerit. Budak lelaki umur lebih kurang sebaya ngn aku mcm tulah. Tiba-tiba, "MEOWW!!" dengar cam kucing tu kesakitan. Semua orang tengok. Kesian, diterajang kucing tu sampai tercampak kat luar kedai. Budak lelaki tu muka selamba je. Tak ada hati perut betul. Kalau ye pun janganlah sampai terajang macam tu.Then ada sorang lagi customer kedai tu bangun n pergi kat meja budak lelaki tu. Pakai kopiah ngn siap jubah kelabu. Gaya macam tok imam,baru balik dari masjid kot. Panjang berjela dia ceramah. Tapi yang menarik perhatian aku bila dia ckp kucing ni salah satu drpd haiwan syurga, kalau di dunia kita buat baik pada kucing di akhirat nanti kalau kita masuk neraka kucing nilah yang akan tlg meringankan azab seksa kita nanti..begitulah sebaliknya. Budak lelaki tu diam angguk2..tapi muka cam tak puas haty giler. Semua customer lain tengok kat pakcik n budak lelaki ni. Yeah wayang free Batu Burok, adegan manusia kena ceramah. 

      Bila aku ingat balik, dulu aku benci gilaa kucing nak2 kucing kurap. Aku tengok budak lelaki tu aku teringat masa aku umur 6tahun. Aniaya kucing, lagi jhat kot. SAmpai sekrang pun ak still igt lagi. Kat rumah aku dulu selalu orang buang kucing. Adalah sekor kucing kurap ni warna hitam campur oren. Hodoh giler, sekali tengok mmg rasa menyampah. Suka masuk rumah curi ikan atas meja. Belakang rumah aku ada pokok jambu batu,tinggi. Kalau petang2 tengok cam ad monyet tgh makan buah jambu tak lain tak bukan akulah monyet tersebut. 

       Pada suatu hari aku berjaya tangkap kucing ni. Aku letak lam beg n bawak dia sekali panjat pokok jambu. Aku bukak beg lepaskn dia ats pkok tu. "tgok cner ko turun,haha". Meow3.. kucing tu takut nak trun..tinggi. Last2 kucing tu nekad, terjun camtu je. "Debuk!" jatuhh atas tanah...jalan hincut2. Padan muka, aku cakap. Aku biar macam tu je kucing tu. Malam tu aku tgk tv..kat dapur bnyi cam ad orang nak buka tingkap. Aku p tgk kucing td lompat2 kat tingkap. Memang aku takut sangat masa tu, bunyi meow kucing tu sayu sangat2..ak tak tahu nak cter cner tapi  bunyi kucing tu cam nak minta tolong.. Aku try halau tp dia xblah jgk. Aku bagi kepala ikan goreng kot2 dia lapa ke apa tp dia tak amek. Mak ak dtg tengok Dia bukak pintu dapur amek kucing tu. Kaki kucing tu patah.. Mak aku amek kain buruk n balut ngn kain jer kaki kucing tu. Yea kucing kurap, n mak aku tanpa rasa geli pegang kucing tu. Tp aku?? teruknye aku.. 

      Sepanjang hidup aku masa tu lah aku rasa BERSALAH SANGAT33.. Masa tu lah aku faham kenapa orang cakap binatang pun ada perasaan..Start haritulah kenapa aku dah tak benci kucing, Baik kucing kurap atau kucing comel.

*anak ayam pun pernah jd korban aku dulu

Fighting

Yesterday I skip for 5hours

Today 13 hours until now.

I couldn't say I will skip forever.

But I wanna give a try.

Because I want to.

Ho..its not as hard as I thought.

When theres a will, theres a way!3X.

I dont have a dream to die due  to disease:D

Me Treasure

   One of my bestfriend inspired me to create this kinda entry. 

Well actually,for me this kinda entry as same as show off your ass to the entire world.

 But, I reconsider theres not much person who know about my blog. 

Uhm,I got 8 followers and 6 of them surely didn't read anymore as I frequently change my url.

 The other two emm,I dont have an idea, so I assumes nobody read this blog.

 My blog such a boring though I guess,haha. 

I've been living for 19 years 3month.

 I play football I practice silat I go jogging, hill climbing thats for physical.

 I listen to music I love to travel I read manga, novela thats for hobby.

I love fruit tart I like laksa penang and I adore yong tau fu thats for appetite.

I love watermelon orange the most and apple thats for fruit.

I love cat and goldfish thats for pet.

I like cute, long wavy haired girls thats for girl.

I weak against wonderful smile thats for weakness.

I fear of high places thats for my biggest phobia.

I afraid of drowning even I do swimming.

Damn, I feel like my dinner wants to come out :p

This entry is kinda shitty.

Ohh I cant believe I typed this.

Bhahahhaahaa.

Indeed,Im suck at this.Yuck,haha:D  

Oh Tidak

     Gila,gila,gila,gila,gila!!  

4hari lepas stdy ngn Nik aku ad amek note slide show dengan dia. Aku save kat dekstop. Harini aku baru je habis format laptop. Bagi cuci semua disk dari segala virus n kuman yang ada. Ingat malam ni last ar nak revise balik. Ya Allah macam mana aku lupa nak back up file tu....haaaaaaaaaaaa~ Dahla contract nyew byk lagi aku tak cover...adoyaiiiii... Terbaik kot note tu, senang nak paham.. Lam masa 4jam lg dh nak balik Kuantan. Rasa nak tumbuk diri sendiri pun ada. Sekarang ni aku kena pk cner nak tolong diri ak sendiri. Nak baca buku? Memang tak ar...ram kepala otak dah nak hangus.. Tenang2..pagi esok mintak ngn Adam tak pun Ezah bace then lam bas.. Eh boleh ke..? Wajib duk lam bas memang aku tido.. Ughh sempat kot bace mlm exam urrrmmm... Ishk, dushhh3333!! geram33!!!

out

R.E.D

Revisions Extremely Drained

It would be nice if human brain can be recoordinated as PC's memory

It would be nice if brain system can be upgraded as PC's ram

This is my last chance 

I wont rest, I wont quit

I never intended to return to Kuantan

4th Sem

Shitt Im not.

Turn back the pendulum 5

    November 7th I didn't work today, just staying at home. Dad has returned from Iran 3days ago but he and my mom was not at home when I woke up, home alone. I had little shock on the day of his homecoming as I don't know he will back home. I thought it will be 1month more. He bought a shisha pipe, hehehe.. Mom said it will bring disaster for the whole family. Why? the numbers of smoker in this house undoubtedly will increasing. Plus Im just about to start skip on smoking, slowly to skip actually. Ambition eh? uhh maybe no, its such a long way to go I guess, someday I will.(the hardest habit to curb) Uhm, I still don't have an idea their whereabout. I looked at the calendar.. "Fares's Birthday" Ohh..well I see where they were right now. When they returned home "honk!honk!" that's the sign for me to pick up the luggage out of the car. As what I've thought, the stuffs for my little brother's birthday. "abangoh, abangoh..!!tengok kek Aleh ow besor op? HAHAHA a doraemon cake, all blue in color. The weird feelings casted again. Im so happy to see that smile, kinda relaxing. Everyone were happy today. My aunts from mom's family all came along with my cousins. Heh, all of my cousins of the same age with my little brother and my little sister. The whole house was loud with their laughter and shriek. Im happy because his childhood will never be as same as mine. I never had enough happy history of childhood to be memorized. Merely the memory of childhood I hate the most to be memorized. Duhh...forget the past.

*others happiness bring others happiness

Taste It

I quit on my job

Thats mean I cut off my own pocket money

But that is okay

Since I got to be prepared

I wanna get serious this time

I love pressure

Even more when it say goodbye
Haihh
Extend? NEVER!!  

                                                     I just don't know how to be serious but what I know I wanna put all of my effort and I wont quit on that       

In My Face

Same condition

Same situation

As waiting for the MUET result before

Extremely nervous

Clicked on the results button.

The first thing I searched for

CGPA

Hooo~

I am relieved.

Even I couldn't manage to get 3 above

But thats suit me well

For what Ive done

"So-called-study group",haha.

However

When I looked all the subjects

LU

LU

GA 

LU

LU

HuH???!!

Yeah, I failed one subject

MTC087 

D+

Upset? Hell YES!!

I wont let it make me down

Its not yet over

One more chance

The supplementary paper.

If it would happen

For me to pass that sup-paper

I could probably increase my CGPA up to

3.00 approximately

"atas tong'.

Hey remember, all the best comes from Allah

The worst comes from ourselves

Chill, and face it.