obbachan..

tuesday,8.35 a.m,9 march 1991 the day where a boy was born.his mom said on the first sight at him when he was born she felt very sad and wanna cry..'cause the baby she has delivered was not good looking n erm..ugly could be the suitable word to describe this boy i guess... huge differences compared to his older brother whom is cute n handsome myb..her siblings n relatives always praised of his handsome boy, yeah..which mom will dislike n unhappy when sumbody said something that was good to be hear about her child..also said, she was hard to believe that the boy is her baby..why there are too large differences between them? but it does'nt mean that she hate him,whereas the boy is still her son after all,her own blood..she loves him too of course.somehow she paid attention mostly to her first child. always stand his back whenever he was wrong or right. nevertheless, the boy never felt lack of attention n love. he has obbachan, the person who was always taught him never feel unfairness of her mother's attention.."it does'nt matter, you always got obbachan.."she said,never gonna be alone.whom taught him alif ba ta, recite Al-Quran, performs prayers, n the most interesting..how to make caterpillar from the coconut's leaf..huhu,during that time,there's no chances to get toys such as plastic lorry,superman or other else.hehehe, the funny things, obbachan did'nt know how to cooks,hahaha..except one.."nasi minyak" that's obbachan's specialities.urmmm~  he can still smells....the delicating smells n umm33~delicious...! her nasi minyak is different like everyone else in his family even his mom can't compete her own mother's cooking.his dad likes so much obbachan's nasi minyak. what's the secret?untill now he don't know..hmm.. probably he never care the secrets, not his job to cook either,hahah   ''mat yie...!! it's not like that,you will damages the paddy roots.hold it like this n watch out for the leeches".  it was when he was five years old. followed her to the paddy fields..learned how to erm...trenganu said "cedong" hahaha...learned how to planting paddy actually,huahua.most of his childhood, he grew up with his obbachan..his aunts n uncles.time is going by,so much faster than he thought..he was grew up to teenagers now..felt it's like juz yesterday he was child. last few days, he had a dream,about his obbachan..don't mind what are the contents of the dream.but the dream have realised him..how long he did'nt visit his obbachan..since the last sem holiday..malay people said,bagai kacang lupekn kulit..he wonder his attitude,could be like that..he started to regret not to spend the time with her,plus he juz know she  was unwell since the last 3weeks..the innocence almost makes him wanna cry..these urges makes him wanna to meets her...huhu..however it is still not too late..this cny holiday he wish to spend his time with his obbachan like always when he was child...