who r we now

where r we?who r we? now...yeah people changed as they'r aging..if they changed better i dont mind,it doesnt matter but its good for them also 4 me.but how if they changed worse,even worse than the last we know 'em? like i never even know them..foreign..where all the person i called bestbestfriend go?where r u?dont they remember..where r the 10brothers,never separate wherever we go..one heart laid on our soul long b4 we joined the clan..im really upset..now only adib,matkem,aki,piah,faiz,kerol left...the rest?i dont know..amad was changed worstly..hard headed guy..over 4th times we advice him..useless..i dnno hows idham,areh..but aiman has change even worse than amad..i still remember an advice but i dun recall whose from..he said there r 3things that will make a clan could be in chaos..1st,status..2nd,money..n 3rd,women..now i see the 1st cause r casting on us..im still trying to pop out the solutions...its hard,its about evrybody..though i wait for other allies to return home n gather..hope..complicated..yup,i don think i hav the strenght to face them..i ve nothing..there r less i know about the clan
now..since i entered uitm..i dun hav time to cncentrate on the clan n stdy at the same time.,when i returned to tgnu..im shocked..there r many things happened..n i even dunno nothing at all..of course ill be the one who will down 1st.hmm..juz hope on kidik,but i will help him as well..st3..what is our actual destined for..our aim to be in this clan..?its foggy