Hollow

    24,25 and the last paper will be on 27, Monday. Thinking of home, i really want to go home quickly. If i could, after the test i wanna leave the campus. Sick of the environment, the people.. No, sick of myself actually. I couldn't be myself. I don't know what i fear of. It's hard to explain. Being kind to all people is not easy, poker face even inside i don't like them. After this foundation Im going to change my number again and leave all the memories here behind. For me, theres nothing meaningful here to be remembered. Suck and always sickening this mental to be appa,yie or whatever they call me. Global issue was not easy but i didn't have problem to answer it. What i have read were casted on the paper. Lucky for me. But today the economic paper was quite tough and mentally challenged me. Part A, the objective questions there were only six questions confidently answered. Half of them were doubted answered and the rest, as usual "im riding a shotgun man!" BANG,BANG! Part B the first question was not a problem even at the beginning i had such kinda memory distortion of how to answer them. But in the Part C, it really made me down. Blank, full of question marks linger on my mind. I never picked up on that topics. Even worse all the topics that i expected, nothing I commonly answered before was not there. Quite lucky on the way to IKIP i've read some about functions of money and Bank Negara. Better less then nothing. Each question asked 4 functions and i only managed to get 2 correct answer each. The 2 left, goreng as logically thinking. Okay, stop right here. Stand down for law then continue for the next last minute revisions. Shuhhh..shuhhh economy!