Rodeo Clown

   Hai bloggie googie, since uhh almost 2weeks I didn't see ya. I don't miss you because I already knew you never miss me,hahaha. Bluffing.. haih. Emm uncomfortable feeling casting on me lately. There's a reason I made you bloggie. I throw all of my stress, problems, anger and sad maybe... just for one goal so I don't have to remember all of those thing and burden myself to carry and dealing my day. Also to be my best listener and friend right? Really?? We're COOL eh?. Here's my story then. You know what, there's a saying people change as they are aging. Now I can really see how that saying working on my situation right now. Friends, they will never be the same person as the first time we met them. I really don't mind if they are going bad or otherwise. What I need to call a person FRIEND only RESPECT follow by TRUST. You give me respect I pay you honor and trust. But I don't ask enormous respect. Damn ! I am bluffing again. Uhm here I am again, walking alone as a lone wolf. I leave the persons I called comrade once. They were all change. All of them. We, us don't breath the same air anymore.  Adib, Piah, Areh, Kerol, Faiz and Aki. I choose to leave because I don't think we emm..no I mean myself is not compatible like we used to be.  Rodeo Clown..? No more.


  Tomorrow night I will be departed to Malacca. I made my research on that city. UiTM Bandaraya Melaka. 367 km from Kuala Terangganu. 0.1 km from Maybank. 1.7 km from Bank Islam. Nearest mall is Tesco 1.8 km. Shah Alam? emm about 64 km something maybe. Overall I can say that the campus is just as same as the campus in Kuantan. Lot of commodity available. I am not saying I am well prepared but in case if Im lost there will be no much trouble for me to find the way. My parent couldn't send me along as my father is not here. So here I am again. Trying to interdependent my self.  Also God, I hope you give me strength to be myself there. Influence, peer or what ever so-called-psychoticism, please let me away from that and also to the person I care. Uhm, enough for tonight, See you again dear bloggie.