Sweet Wheat

I don't have an idea how to explain how it feels. Still I am half conscious right now. But my head felt heavy, my hand and my arms felt numb too. So lunatic last night. Such a very,very long night. I was confused why everybody was laughing. What are everybody laughing at? What was so funny? I don't understand. I felt like everyone was crazy or I was the one who is crazy, losing control of his mind and body. At one moment I know what I am doing. Then I lose control and then bluffed. I tried to fight this feel, I want or remember this. I must take a note of this thing side effects. But I can't. My heart rising. Blood felt very warm. I can feel warm blood flowing very fast through my veins. So I just follow my head. In my head I kept thinking how I would feel if I wake up tomorrow morning? Will I remember what have I done last night? Hell I woke up, my worlds spinning. I look at the time, 1.30 p.m. I remember but only few of them. I mean memory distortion at the moment. Memory processing become slow. But I noted something. If you kept thinking and asking why?why?why? whats happening, you will get confused then you may get puffed, breathless. Just chill and relax. Few days ago I posted something on FB. Note. Haha, so funny. I broke my words. If Dad know about this he would probably kill me at instant. But I must live with that. Its just for fun. Experience. I post something in Twitter. I read it just know. You know what? I don't remember since when I posted that. I wont try it again. Enough for last night. Im becoming the person I don't even know who. Not so bad, I enjoyed. Still I must put on my mind. Its just for fun. This will be the first and the last time.