Limb For Swim

I just need a peace of mind.Hell I feel sick of everyone in this house.No attitude,not rude but unmannered.When the time comes for me to sleep then they will get noisy like monkey.I dont mind if they switch on the lights but at least please dont make noise dammit.I cant sleep like this.This fellow got his final paper tomorrow morning.He let his classmates into the house.This part really pisses me off.For me when I get into someone else jurisdiction I wont get cocky and simply make like my own.These weirdos,uhm only one of them can be accepted.Normal.He do have respect others.Even once I hold grudge against him but he changed now.The rest are just like dog shit.Cocky and arrogant.I dont know what problems they got against me.Infact this is the first time I met em.I tried to be wise,be friendly.But they were just get so cocky.So I decided, I take care of my own problem and they mind of themselves.Buat hal sendiri.Lately ,they seems like going beyond of the limit.Okay heres the story.Fellow wasnt at home.This fellow's friend came,door locked.I was watching movies.They rung the bell like ughh,ohh I dont have an idea how to verbalize this.Cam org giler tekan loceng.First I thought it was Bob.So I am not pisses off since Im used to it.When I opened the door and see,that was somebody else.I felt like..damn you.I dont even know who.He asked me where is this fellow.Ohh,fellow's freind.I said he went out somewhere.He asked again where is fellow's external hardisk.I answered how the hell I know.I dont like his tone.He dont deserve kinda respect reply.So I be cold too.Plus I dont really care about other people's stuffs,belongings.I really,dont know.Again he asked me to search for it.Huh,who do you think you are you dumbass.Why dont you search for it by yourself.Bodo punye org.I just pointed where fellow's room is.He went into the room then lingered around the livingroom.Failed to find it maybe,he got mad.I just mind of my own business,ignored him.Then he went out.BAMMMM!! he slammed the door.Ughhh..okay that was rude you dickhead.I swear if he come and do that again the least I'll give him is a punch on his damn face.I got 1more day to be prepared for ADS.I do need peace of mind.Today I keep myself away from others.You know, feel sick of everyone.I am not friendly kinda person.But I do be kind and make peace with everyone.Thats the problem for person like me.When I get mixed up with this bunch I heard so many story.Negative of course.The same way when I get into another bunch.They negate each other.In front they pretend like they got no problems towards each other.Im sick of pretender.It can be accepted if we pretend to avoid fights,just peace to all.But this is different.Most of them pretend to fulfill their benefits.Use that person even inside you exaggeratedly you dislike em.I hate that.I rather walk alone in this world than mingle with these kinda of people.I feel disgusted.Really.haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh..okay feel a little bit relieved.bye