No matter how far I run,I never arrive at my targeted point,the destination I always wanted to be in.In other words,seems like no.. feels like Im going nowhere.Ive deactivated my FB account,be invisible from the person I dont want to counter,get connected.They just wont leave me alone.Hoo..it was a curse and still a curse.Once you open the door youll never be able to close it down.Once you enter the room youll never able to get out.I always ask myself, will I live with that for the entire of my life? I wish not.Yesterday we had grouping of all region.I was forced to come.They were all pointed at me."where have you been?we thought you were dead" I said I do my job alone. They knew I lied.They keep saying the same words, brothers work in pack. I said brothers dont kill each other.They did seemed understood what was actually I meant, they just silent.This 22th there will new selection in WM.I gave my feet problem as an excuse for not coming.Some of them used to be the person I trust.But now,not anymore.I trust no one.Go to hell with the clan.If they wish to eliminate me,so be it.I feel much better that way.Uhmm,you wanna know somethin bloggie?once I heard this saying but I failed to fathom, "homesick for a place that you have never been". I think I get what its mean now.
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