Outcast

Yo bloggie, as short as possible. Yknow, I come to see ya for something but mean nothing. Urm.. cigarettes is officially declared as HARAM by JAKIM. From my view, Islamically yep I can tell that it is HARAM even before it was told by JAKIM. It just me..I couldnt get some sort oh uhh.. inspiration or somethin encouragin to skip I mean a really one. Ramadhan is coming and think I should use this opportunity to quit this really bad ass habit. I really mean it. These few days, I try to discipline myself to take not more than 5cigarretes a day as a beginning. Its tough yknow. For that I quit working with Abg Najib as its one reason why its so hard for me to kill this habit. Absolute reason since its more to lepaking than working when Im with him. Haih. Second thing is this blog reader increase to 2 person. She asked for my url to know hows my hearts look like. HAHA..I say what, this isnt my heart nor my feelings. It just my mind talking with his imaginary friend named Bloggie Googie. See I trust no one except myself. Ohh I dont mean it literally. In some perspective, thats what I mean. Avoid misunderstandin' by the way. Someday when I feel insecure I will change this blog's url again. Hey if you read this I hope you will understand, yep you. Just dont laugh. Actually I dislike when someone know much about myself. Its like showing yer ass to the world. This is how I create my strengths and could possibly be my ultimate weakness if someone know whats life Im in. How Im thinking. I like watching people. Yer know what I mean ok. Chow