Serenade

Hye. I feel so comfort and calm. How Im gonna literate this eh..urm relieve? Sort of, yep. But truly I say, it feels so warm. Calm, peaceful. See bloggie, the last time I recited Koran is about uhh..maybe 5months ago. I dont know what urge me, my mind. Thanks to Abg Najib, he gave me this link. Online Koran website, www.quranexplorer.com beside recite it you can also listen to five different reciter. You can reimprove yer reciting. Nice website. I just finished Al-Baqarah verse. I dont know how to precisely verbalize this, how I feel. Its beyond warm and calm. Hmm. Oh, today UiTM KBM sent a message. The new apartment for the student is opened for occupancy. About RM160 per person, each month. WITHOUT UTILITY. Note that. I made some gross calculation. Economically, if I live solely base on PT, after deduction, I will only be able to stand for not more than 3months. Actually, I am able to reach even far, but it will mean suffer through whole the semester. I wouldnt be able to get a life as human and as a teenagers. I vowed to stand on my own this semester. I wanna avoid from living with Amer's gang, Arul's gang and Amru's gang. I can mix with them, but to live under one roof with them.. It will make me think thrice. I gotta uhh..some typical problem with these gang. Im a lonewolf. I work in pack but I walk alone. Yer dont understand, arent cha? Haih. Thats me problemo. I wanna say it here, but I cant. This is sooooo secret. About each of them. See, I befriend with everyone. Each gang, there will be one that like to share almost everything with me. I couldnt even believe myself. How Im gonna trust you? So I think its better to keep my mouth shut. Let only me and Him know. Hmm. Flipped a coin. It shows me head, head means the UiTM apartment. My head told the same. If I choose the apartment, most possibly there will not be much person I know that will be my housemate. Its better that way. Easier when got housemates that dont have close relation with. I dont feel bad to be a bad hearted guy. Like the last semester. Yer know, life is never fair. The strong lead upon. The weak go down. I dont want to be weak. In my book, strong means to be inhumane.