Farewell

Shocked and dumb, that's the only expression i had after i answered the call from your brother, Papu. Since two years we haven't met. The memories during we were naive in BBB will never fade off this mind. Youngsters of the clan and you are the most active one.  I'm not sad.. i couldn't fathom why, maybe it's because since long time ago we work together as a partner. Since that i lost the feeling of "nakama". People change, I've met many kinds of people though even the worst one. Put a fire and run.. that's your principle  i still remember about. People may say it's such a coward, but as long as we reach our goal, it doesn't matter. After i left BBB, i've heard rumors about you.. being 1432 of Teluk Intan. Too young for that position. I'm not interested with that news since i left the crowd. Go to hell with the clan. But, there are lot of things i respect so much about you. Brilliant, full of tricks and smooth talker. You are always a step in front. I never managed catch up with you. I wonder how your family will face this right now. Me, it really ruins my mind. Half of your life, wasted. Not worthy to be upset or aggrieved. Yet I couldn't think well, i couldn't smile. Farewell former partner, Taqiudin Mohd Harith..Al-Fatihah.