Thursday midnight, the worst day ever for me this week. The night that ruined my mood. Waiting for the MUET's result is very horrifying and it's such a suffer to this mind, mentally broken down. If i got below of band 4, that absolutely means "bye-bye BLS". I wait until morning, 10.30 a.m, my mobile cast the spell. A message from MPM. "Don't hesitate, don't afraid, be cool and chill.. just accept what ever the result is", i told it to myself. As what i thought, Band 3. It's such a lie if i said I'm happy and not disappointed. I take a deep breath and hooo~ is this the end of the journey? Of course NO! I have no reason to give up because i believe there's always another way for success. It just depends on our effort to search for it. It is just the beginning, what's the worth of my living if i give up at his stage. I will do what ever it takes, my ambition, my aspiration will never erase as long as this body and soul is not separated.
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