The Rose 2

Heyyo bloggie googie. Since a week i did not see you right..? Thanks for being my best best friend for this all day long. The reason for your existence. I managed to handle all of those matters on my own this week. I have submitted my assignments on the date. Now i just need to prepare for the upcoming task soon. Debate,
MTC 088 and then the mid-term test. Tomorrow me and her will be going to watch eclipse. A friend of mine asked me " hey, what's the reason for you to go on a date with her? do you have an evil's mind on you head..haha.. or are you really gonna have some kind of a serious relationship with her, getting close to her?? Evil's mind? Of course no.. I'm not that kind of person. Serious relationship? i don't have an idea to answer. I do like her, but deep inside, truly i'm afraid to love her. Sometimes i felt like she does'nt have the same feeling towards me. As what i said earlier, speed of second her attitude could change. For me, girls are like mathematics. Each of them has their own formula to solve. But she is more likely uhh..chemistry i guess, an equation. I'm not good in solving equation. But i won't say give up until i solve the equation. Until now i still don't have the answer. Or maybe, it's too early for that answer. Because i believe for a serious and long lasting relationship, we need to know and understand each other's feeling. That's the point. Even we are meant to be together or not is not the point.The first step i should do is to understand and know her better. The first step leading to a formula for this type of girl. Yeah, i really like her..  I still remember this word, " if you eager to have something, you should be brave to bear the risk" This is what i'm doing. If i lose, i just need to get up back. I won't say it's not a big deal. But at  least i'll get an experience to fix myself and be better for the upcoming days. This is how i live.


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