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 To tell the truth, I HATE when someone come and sit beside me while Im blogging. This is my privacy and the reason why there's only two person who know about this blog. This person I've mention before he just do not understand. I spoke as kind as Tok Imam words and still he do not understand. I started to feel exaggerated uncomfortable with him. One year older but act like a primary school student. Before I can still accept and understand as he is from STPM, still adapted by the school's stuff. But this isn't what I ever expected from a matured-looking guy like him. What do actually I feel..? disgust maybe. We know each other for only two weeks and he acted like we are bestfriend since kindergarten. Okay let me tell you this. Yesterday night I went out for dinner. I was downloading movie so I let my lappy ON and I forgot to log out my FB account. Guees what? when I returned I saw he was using my lappy with, innocent face. Ohh damn him again. See??

  

 Sorry, last night was very unacceptable. Uhhm,today here is a new story, after subuh I slept at 7am something. I was dreaming okay, and that dream was the sweetest dream Ive ever had this week. Then "appa,appa,fakhri,fakhri..!bangun ak nk pnjam laptop kau jap, weh tlg masukkan password kau bleh?" What do you want from mehh??!!! Yes, it pisses me off damn much. Hoo~ Ya Allah if it isn't because of you, probably he will eat my foot as breakfast today. Time is 8.45 am and Im still super duper sleepy. RAWR ! Astaghfirullahalazim3X... Hey, at least please let me finish this dream you sucker! I twisted my patience a little bit open and said to him " aku nak tido la bodoh tolong lh bertimbang rasa sikit, tolong sangat2" I thought when I said such words he will scram, but he stayed there. I opened my eyes and I see he was using my lappy. How the hell he knows my p/w? I dont have an idea. Spiritually I am already tired, really I dont want to be angry and make bad impression because I HATE MYSELF in that state. I had smooth talking on him and he went upset. Haih, its hard to be me I guess. Maybe I should be cold-hearted and mean person so no one will dare to stick around me,bluffing ! hahaha.. 

Hurm, meantime this weekend made me feel well depressed. Mom asked me to send some documents to Tgnu. The problem is the only way to send the copy, I need to scan it first. I walked almost like half a way to Lendu and didn't found even a scanner. This is weekend, thus they are out of business. She mad at me just now, haiiihhh.. I wish she could understand how's my situation right here even just for one minute. Plus this weekend i am very busy. Futsal, ptptn on9, silat cekak form, business maths, and bla,bla,bla... Tight and full packed. Tired mehh...! I need it to be consistent. I wish I could settle all of it today and I wanna start uhh..oh, 12.30 already. Okay I start right now. Chow bloggie !

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