Once I have people whom I called them bestfriends. On the beginning there were just three of us. Whatever we did, we did it together. It was all started when we skipped biology class. Me, Kidik and Fami. We didn't know where to go so I suggested one place. Betong, waterfall. It's became our habit then, skipped class to Betong. Time passed by, our members increase to seven. Idham, Kerol, Aki and Areh. It was fun. Problems, Punishment, Excitements we bear it all together. Haih, so naive and young. After SPM we were called by this person to joined so-called-gang. They said triad. Protection is guaranteed for those who joined. Its true, but I am disagreed. That's not how I do things. Fights, really immatured. Still I'm with them. In the name of bestfriends. Then, this so-called-gang pronounce who get active and involve in their dirty activities will be qualified and chosen to hold the title brother. What is that dirty jobs? Fight the weaklings, threaten them. I called that bully. Attract new members. Smuggling firearm and bullets. I feel disgusted, really. Bestfriends competed each other to get the title. Untangibly it wasn't visible. Everyone pretended to be nice to each other. Bestfriends broke apart when some of them were not chosen to get the three positions after what they've sacrificed. Envy. What's so special about these position? They get honor, and trust by the upper. Upholding a big cable. I have no interest on that. So, I just stand still. They've become arrogant. Where was the people once I know as friends at least? Me myself have done a lot of their dirty works during in Bangi. My partner is a cripple because of that. I stopped then, and yeah I am afraid. Serik. He is dead now, late Taqiudin. Not because of this gang. Accident. But, I feel like his life is wasted. Crippled and left behind. No one from the members came to see him when he was in depressed. Fuck these people. I leaved them now but I still keep them in contact. Friend will always be friend. I am all alone, but it's okay. I am used to be alone. I trained myself to get used to it. Lonewolf walk alone. Here in Malacca I met this one guy. Few days ago. I don't have an idea how does he know about my members. What I know he recognize all of the big members, brothers. The leader too. He saw my bagde symbol in my lappy, thats how he know about me. I don't give a damn about him since I have no more interest about this fucking group. To hell with them. But he always trying to retrieved what I know by asking annoying questions. Provoke. To be honest, its really pisses me off. But I keep my head down. I don't want to get angry even hell yeah I am. Thats all he want. To make me angry. He will get an objective to intersect the line if I do angry. Thats how these groups do things. Ive been there and Ive done this. I know how they think. Psycho. Hey,I lost my bestfriends because of them. For all these days I try to avoid them inside and outside. I blocked all of the members within this group from FB. I dont want to have any connections or any kinda relations with the groups. I am not pissed off because of he provoked the group. Its because I hate these people. Great numbers make them think they are invincible and powerful. Berlagak.
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