Talk is cheap. Yep, it's true enough for a person like me. I couldn't..I am unable to eat my own words. Time is still turn the pages of the book even it is burned, even the chapter is laid to rest. Sorrow embrace myself. Indeed, sorrow embrace me if I still keep care about her, but its even more goddamn sorrow to run away, hear nothing about her. I guess it is not wrong to keep in contact with her. I can still get an upper hand. About FB, I think I will keep it blocked. I can't turn the time. If she know about this, I don't think she will reapprove me as her friend anymore. Maybe I can stop to love her, but I couldn't stop to care about her. And yeah, her happiness is my everything :') Thats all I need to walk on this path. I want to see her happy whomever, or whatever carve her smile..I will I am at the moment, be happy too. I called her this morning, I thought she will not answer the call. But she did. She is not well today. I hope and I pray she will get better soon. I forgot my own words..if you cant be her special friend, be her bestfriend. If you can't her bestfriend the be her friend. Emm, I got promise to be fulfilled for myself. I promised to start to be a real student this week. Got nothing more to typed here. Chow.
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